Wednesday, August 03, 2005

My Tribute to Libraries

When queuing at a supermarket line, I always notice various plastic cards gleaming when people brandish their purses. Credit cards, debit cards and all other plastic tools created for ease of purchase. My purse showcases another variety of cards-library cards.

Libraries always have a calming effect on me. There is something so reverential about the rows and rows of books lining up before your eyes and stretching away. Older libraries especially have a familiar bookish smell, one that quickly fills my spirit with quiet contentment. On ceaseless, truly depressing days, those days when my heart freezes over, when even a spot of retail therapy doesn’t work, I find myself looking for a library or bookshop. You see, then I can lose myself in other people’s minds. While being gruff and monosyllabic.

I do get terribly crossed when books are not in their correct shelves. I find it very insulting to see that a book has not been categorized properly. It’s like living forever in somebody else’s house, I tell the librarian in despair. How will you feel?

Even as a child, I had an affinity for libraries. Whenever we had a free period in school, I being the geek that I was, would head of to the library to find a new read. It wasn’t a big school and the library was small. By the end of primary school, I had read most of the books there.

For many years, I couldn’t afford to buy much books. I just couldn’t go to a bookshop and pick from a choice. So, libraries became my sanctuary. There wasn’t much of anything else going on in my little town. But I knew I could change the world if I wanted to. I could become anybody I wanted when I read. With books, I truly believed that I could achieve, not just aspire, to paraphrase Oprah Winfrey.

When I was older, I dreamed of falling in love in a library. The idea of having a good looking man reach out for the same book as I was something that fuelled many youthful romantic fantasies. That happened to Latha in Vikram Seth’s A Suitable Boy. Okay, she and Kabir meet in a bookshop but that’s my second favourite place after all (Many years later, I would meet my husband in the most ordinary place but we are in every sense of the word truly happily married, our first meeting notwithstanding).

Anyone who spends a crazy amount of time looking for books in library depositories and still enjoys it must be absolutely mad. Depositories are those dingy places at basements where they store out-dated books, ones that are out of print, out of circulation and out of general interest. When I find Roland Mitchell in A.S.Byatt’s Possessions spending an inordinate time at the basement of the British Library, I truly feel his pangs of anxiety. What treasure will he discover among all the dusty tomes?

My love for libraries was always fuelled by my parents. Whenever there were birthdays or when we did well in school, my sisters and I always got book gifts. We read together and I always shared my stories with them. These are happy memories of my girl-hood. One day, I will share the books that I adored as a child with you. Soon.

26 Comments:

At 8/03/2005 06:01:00 am, Blogger faux diamante said...

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At 8/03/2005 06:03:00 am, Blogger Kak Teh said...

sunshine, when I went back to uni, I almost packed my sleeping bag and coffee flask to camp between shelves H and G. I'd emerge from thelibrary with my neck set on one side, stiff, after reading all those titles. Oh u will fall in love with our library! anyway, my husband and I did conduct our courtship in bookshops! *sigh*

 
At 8/03/2005 06:15:00 am, Blogger Jane Sunshine said...

Nazrah, Hello.

Kak Teh, how absolutely romantic to be in love among books. Yes, I adore the British libraries already.

 
At 8/03/2005 10:38:00 am, Blogger NurElsa said...

Oh, I am still wishing and praying to find my One in a library or a bookstore! Er, but I havent been in library in ages. But you can find me in a book store every so often! Or Amazon.com! :P

Love your blog. Please share your fav books!!!

 
At 8/03/2005 01:08:00 pm, Blogger Kak Teh said...

Just came back from Books Etc - with Glass Palace - totaly your fault if I dont complete my dissertation!

 
At 8/03/2005 04:48:00 pm, Blogger Kak Teh said...

sorry - its Waterstones. Anyway, spent a good two hours in the library and my dissertation is well on its way - two paras!

 
At 8/03/2005 05:07:00 pm, Blogger Jane Sunshine said...

Kak Teh, I am sure that you will enjoy The Glass Palace though I must warn you that it has heavy historical background. It is certainly not leisurely reading but worth the effort, I assure you. Good to hear about your dissertation. You go girl.

 
At 8/03/2005 05:45:00 pm, Blogger Kak Teh said...

jane, my research is in anything history - so this is fine. also am researching the travels of the malays here..there are some that i have reproduced in my blog.

 
At 8/03/2005 07:28:00 pm, Blogger Jane Sunshine said...

Kak Teh, I have been following your research of malay sailors with interest.Fascinating. I am a bit of a history buff myself. I am particularly interested in the communist insurgency and the freedom struggle during this period. So many momentous historical struggles/journeys have been buried in obscure history books. People just dont bother to remember or talk about them. Nice to know that you are a kindred spirit.

 
At 8/05/2005 04:44:00 am, Blogger Lindsey said...

great post!

 
At 10/20/2005 09:39:00 am, Blogger Frankensteina said...

I just love the smell of new books...and how the pages feel so crispy when we turn them

*sighs*

 
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